This used to be the background picture for my old blog and I retained the same picture throughout the entire life of that blog. It depicted what I used to define the meaning of happiness and subsequently shape my life.
At that time, happiness for me is something that is so fragile and impermanent. It could and will change in the flicker of second, just like a piece of paper. It won't take much force to crumble and rip it apart into thousand pieces. That's why I never believed in the fairytale ending, "...happily ever after.."
To make it worse, I believed that I could only be happy through something or someone else i.e parent, family, friend, colleague, good result, nice stuffs. I thought I would never be happy by just been me, not someone others think I should be.
Doesn't make sense? Yeah, I also quite surprised on how serious my perception on life last time. From now on, no more over-thinking. I will enjoy life and all the goodness in it
By the way, for the next few posts, this blog will turn into a food blog for a while. I will be going around KL and try few restaurants that is recommended by my friends. So, just skip this blog till further notice =P lollxxx
Love,
me
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