Every now and then, the memory will come back and I start missing u again. It's more bearable right now as compared to few months ago. The tear getting lesser and I talk less to turtle right now before I go to sleep. Closing my eye isn't as hard as it used to be.
Still, it doesn't mean my feeling to u is gone. It is still there, intact and in one piece. Just that I handle the emptiness better now.
How are u doing there in the land of dream? Yes, I know u have reached there. After all, u have been kind enough not to remove me from everything. I hope u are holding well there. It won't be easy trying to mingle around in the first few months but keep trying k. I'm sure u will manage to make new friend there and have a great time.
I know I shouldn't be worrying bout u but just can't help myself. Deep down, I wish to start all over again with u and be friend. We have crossed the boundary last time and there's no one else to blame but ourselves. If by any stroke of luck u come across this blog again, do buzz me where we first met. I am more than happy to reply u.
Till then, I will keep u in my pray and wish u a happy life there. Always.
Love,
me
Kalau jodoh tak kemana....all the best to you*hug*
ReplyDeletehaha. thanks ash
Deleteglad to hear you're doing ok, hugs
ReplyDeleteyeah can say I'm doing fine now =) thanks orange. hugs u tigt ^^
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