One of my weird trait.
I love to be among the crowd but not with them. Strange, u reckon? But it is possible. Think the next image will explain it well.
Get it? Usually, a loner will be alone by himself, secluded in a confined room, studying most of the time, an introvert type of person. A party-goer will be the total opposite, surrounded by people, talkative, attend every possible event, knows and known by lot of friends, an extrovert type.
We.....well, we are the rare breed =D
I can't stand to be alone for a long period of time but at the same time, I don't want anyone to bother or associate with me for some part of the day. I blame this abnormal activity due to my family. I am born into an extended family. 5 siblings with grandma living with us, aunt/uncle and cousin at arm's reach.
Something happens(don't ask what) and since then, I feel a detachment between me and my family, my nuclear family. I talk less with them. When all of us get together, five of them talk around while me is like the odd one out >_<
Now, it become part of my life. One of the obvious example is the effect on my study style. I can't study in my own room, away from people since the quietness can kill me. So, I end up at library and I will find the noisiest part and sit down there to study. All around me is group of student studying, gossiping, bitching, while me there alone studying. It doesn't look right but I feel so much at home in that kind of scene XD
Such a weird creature, I am =P
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| I wish everyone talk like that, 10-second sound bite xD |
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I cant mix in with my family as well =(
ReplyDeleteAs in relatives... 200 of them but none whom I can talk to... thats only on my mother side...
Dont think you are weird... Just too awesome for normal people who are destine to live normal life :P
200!!!!why ur clan so big??hahaha =D mine dont even reach 100 and that is both side..hehe
Deletei love ur way of looking at things xD awesomeness to the max..hahaha
clan? sounds so China... dono, good at making babies I guess =P
DeleteHigh Five!!! then slap your butt... ops... lolol
hahahaha..so asian, too many kids in one family =P
Deletehow u slap my butt from in front lo..i dont know if ppl can high five from behind..hahaha
can... 2 option
Delete1. High five then walk pass you then slap
2. High five, hug, then slap
lololol
hahaha...u did that, i give u more than slap to the ass =P
Delete=P
Delete*slurp slurp*
lolol
Now you can add this to your dating profile. Adds a touch of uniqueness.
ReplyDeletehahahaha...more like touch of queerness =D i havent update my portfolio for a while xP
Deletei guess maybe thats your 'comfort scene' .. or u r missing ur family.. without u knowing it :)
ReplyDeletetake care n cheers :)
nah, i dont think so..just met them and it's still the same..oh well, not everything is a smooth sail =)
Deleteu too ^^
i actually know what u r saying. I used to remember i find my siblings annoying when i'm studying n they r chatting away, went to the other room, got lonely n bored and went back to join them hahaha....i enjoy studying with friends otherwise i end up on social networks.
ReplyDeleteYea, we're all scared of being alone.
I love being around people
and I think i fit more into the "talkative, chatting away" stereotype haha.
But it all boils down to the same thing la~
= ) company
hahahaa...sound so familiar
Deleteyeah, i feel alive around people..that y i go walk around shopping complex alone usually xD
we are complex creature..we long for company and socialize around :)
Everything you wrote, I was thinking 'That's EXACTLY like me!!!(With triple exclamation marks some more okay. ) I mean everything, from what you wrote about the way you interact with your family, you friends, even the way you study. Now that's creepy if you think about it.
ReplyDeleteI read it somewhere that being alone does not equal to being lonely. You can be with a bunch of people and still feel lonely. Likewise, you can be alone, but you don't feel the loneliness suffocating you. I'm like that.
I love what JokerPJ said 'Dont think you are weird... Just too awesome for normal people who are destined to live normal life'. People who think like that are so much happier don't you think?
hahahahaa...well, it's not creepy if we realize that we are human..so how far different could we be..certain point tend to cross xD look like we have somthing in common even though it sound weird =P muahahaha
Deleteyeah, true enough...u wont feel lonely if u have someone special waiting for u at home ^^
and yeah, we live life the way we think we will. what for grieve over something not worth our tear. so let enjoy life while it lasts and do what we want to the fullest =D
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