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Friday, December 28, 2012

keeping one

I can't do it.

Remember I told about these two guys that shown some interest in me?

No matter what I said to myself, I can't bring myself to go date both guy at the same time. Yes, I'm pretty conservative and stupid and idiot and whatnot but my heart just doesn't allow me to do it. I knew what it feel like to be given hope and crushed the next day. So, I don't want to do the same thing to other. I know; dating is just a date, no commitment but........ah well. I'm letting one guy go and going to concentrate my time on the one I feel connected most.

I might lose both but I did what I feel was right.

The new year eve date was kinda planned already. Going for movie, Les Miserables, and dinner. After that, just walk around till we run out of topic to talk. Gonna be my first time going out on new year eve with someone.

4 more days to go for 2012. Maybe time to do some reflection?

Love,
me

22 comments:

  1. Which guy you chose?? ; )

    Have fun on that day!! xD

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    1. Of course the hottest one! lollll =P

      I will!!!! Thanks Shin Y =) Hope u have a great time as well

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  2. Haiz, you are such a conscientious person. I envy you. I'm sure you'll end up with whoever you're meant to be with. Good luck! I'm rooting for you. =)

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    1. Please refrain from using too high class vocab. I need to google it XD hehe

      Thanks Jason. I hope so as well. When u come over to KL again, holler me. maybe can meet up =D

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    2. High class? Where got? I'm very low class one. Hmm.. that didn't come out right. Hahaha...

      Will do. =)

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    3. u only low class for hoop up. if not ar, all sky high one. hahaha XD

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  3. good la.. my new year's eve will be spent with notes on pigs, chicken, cattle, goats and deers. Not to forget sheep.

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    1. got rabbit ah? rabbit year leh... =P

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    2. rabbit under exotics, maybe will touch a lil bit on ethology la XD

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    3. oh, nx year rabbit eh?

      @tempus - GO OUT!!!!!!!!just one night le. Destress urself after long day of study XD

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  4. Hotel room booked dy?

    =P

    or just have it in the car lah...

    hehe

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    1. I'm broke d, so no hotel this time. Maybe next year countdown XD haha

      in car eh. Maybe on the way back *wink wink* hehe

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    1. cannot le. Plus I told the other guy d I won't be dating him anytime soon and he said okay =)

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  6. it's juz a date, not a time to decide who to be ur bf, chillax~

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    1. I know. Lots of people saying that. Maybe I'm just been too serious =)

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  7. Just date both la. Nothing wrong ma. Ahem where will the new year's eve date be? hehehe

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    1. Cannot tell! later I be really shy if bump into u. So u better avoid all major shopping malls arund KL tonight XD hahaha

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  8. LOL same thing for me, even when my friend said, DONT let go of anyone because u never know who is real and who isn't but i couldn't do it too....well At least Mr . Promiscuous isn't that promiscuous anymore, i'm disappointed but hahaha happy for you

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    1. that 'Mr Promiscuous' is referring to u right? hehe =O

      We just gotta do what we feel right, in the end =) so dont worry, he might be the one for u

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  9. just be comfortable with yourself. happy 2013!

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    1. I am, right now =) Wishing u a brand new year and lots of happiness to u, Peace!

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