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Friday, November 2, 2012

Woof, woof!

Blogging is becoming like a weekly thing for me now. Not because I don't have anything to update u guys, it's just laziness and procrastination to the max XD

So, here's the update since a week ago.

I'm back to been single but not available.

It was no-one fault. We didn't have any argument or anything but due to my inability to keep up with long-distance and lack of communication because of his busy schedule. LDR is clearly not for everyone and I'm definitely one of them. So, we decided to call it off and just be friend. Some say I should try first and give it more time but deep down, I know it won't work. So, I don't want to tie him down, attached to something that has high chance of break-apart and let him go. After all, if we are meant to be together, we will be.

While all those were happening, I got to know this one guy through grindr. We treated each other as friend initially. Well, at least from my side though from his, I know he is interested me. He is very sweet and adorable, a lot shorter than me. He really invested lots of his time on me. Despite his packed schedule as master student, he managed to whatsapp or call me every now and then. Even after I'm no longer attached, I tried to keep some distance from him because I don't want  to give false hope to him. I like him, no doubt bout that, but I scared the feeling towards him was just a fling, a filler after the broke-off. For now, we will go slow and see if the feeling is still there after few months.

Btw, Dogathon is on this Sunday. So if u guys have nothing to do, come over and participate. Bring along ur cute doggies and mingle around. I'm sure ur lil'(or big xP) furry critter will enjoy it.


That's it, for now. I leave other updates for some other times when I shake off this laziness again =P hehe

Love,
me

6 comments:

  1. I agree everything has to take it slow, need time to explore your true feelings.

    Dogathon!! but quite far from my place =(

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    1. yup or else it gonna be a big disaster.

      Too bad. u should come. it was really fun =)

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  2. Why would it be single and not available? Sounds pretty available to me :)

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    1. maybe I'm the old, traditional kind. I see one guy at a time. so that is why I'm not available now while seeing that guy =D

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