It has been a year since the last time I saw u. Who would have thought u be back to our home in a coffin, eh?
I didn't talk much about u here for the past one year. It has been around two or three posts only, if I'm not mistaken. It doesn't mean I've forgotten about u at all. I just think it's better to keep the memory to myself only.
U know, I've missed u a lot. We have never been that close after I started high school but after u no more here, I wished I have never go to high school just to maintain the closeness we used to have. I envy when I saw people ever so close with their siblings and can talk and tell bout what's happening with their life. I just wish u are here and I could do the same to u as well
Mum and dad may not show it to us but I noticed subtle changes happened. For instance, we no longer take pic together during raya anymore. U have always be there for raya every single year and I suppose they wanted to remember it as that. 2 years ago was our last photo together. Nothing new since then
I'm sorry that I don't make much time to visit u. Lately has been pretty crazy and I don't have mood to go back also. I kept finding excuse to remain in KL because I can escape from everything here. I promise I will find u in a month time, ok? =)
Till another year maybe or whenever I miss u too much again. Who knows maybe I will join u unexpectedly as well; just like how u surprised all of us. Till then
Love u always
Your 'twin'
I seldom talk stuffs with my siblings these days either. Or more like I've never did.
ReplyDeleteIt will probably a different thing to do then.
Yeah, I also never done that and I wish it was different. Kinda too late by now
Deletedeath is only an end for the mortal body, but never for the soul, be strong and remember that your sister is in a beautiful place watching over you :)
DeleteThat is if I believe in the concept of afterlife =) nonetheless, thanks
DeleteYou're welcome, death of a loved one can turn our lives upside down, and personally experiencing it myself, took me years to come out of depression that nearly destroyed my life...i think sometimes lending an ear can mend a broken heart, if you need a good listener and a friend, do let me know, take care then :)
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