Wreck up

When things spiral out of the track, do u chuck it out and go for the next best thing or do u retrieve it, dust it off and try to fix it again?

How sure are u that the next best thing that u pick up won't end up malfunction again?

There are two extremes that u must try to avoid. Just because not going well or there has been some arguments, doesn't give u the right to stop trying. Yeah, I say it's a right because u only have it after u try hard enough. When it breaks, fix it. Keep trying and trying as long as it is worth it.

But at the same time, never overlook all those subtle signs that u pick up. Don't be blind when it's obviously pointless to try anymore. Faith is always welcomed but never blind faith. It's not wrong to be doubtful when there's evidence pointing towards it. Don't just sweep it under just because u don't want to face it.

It's hard to balance, I know. When both side are right in the middle, I would say lean more towards one more chance. It's better to be wronged in giving pardon than to punish wrongly, they say and it's true. Maybe that one chance is all u actually need in the end.

I don't think I make much sense here. Just wanna pen down what had happened for the past few weeks but maybe not the right time yet.

This too shall pass and I know I am one of 'this' as well.

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me