When my emotion wreck havoc

I'm not so sure to consider it as an argument or just one-sided outburst from my side. To me, it seems more like the latter.

Due to some insignificant incidents, I was seething with rage at him and this is not the normal anger that I had every now and then. My hand was shaking and trying my best to hold back my tear. I was in constant argument between my mind and my emotion. I knew deep down whatever happened, it wasn't his fault and not his power to control it but for the first time, my emotion won and I can't make any sane argument.

Whatever sanity I still had, I used it to shut my mouth because if I was to turn verbal, I will regret it forever. When he walked towards me and saw my face, he knew something wasn't right and all I said to him was, "Let's go. I'm mad."

For the next few minutes, we just keep our distance at few paces away and walked silently. Slowly, my anger dissipated. It went away just as sudden as it came. I talked to him back just to let him know I'm okay again because I knew he's a bit scared after seeing me that way >.<

Sigh, stupid me~ really don't know what happened with me that night. We talked about it again over whatsapp and settled it peacefully. I really feel ashamed for showing him this side of me when he done nothing wrong at all.

...although another issue was brought up and made me sleepless for the night.......

Love,
me