Up in smoke

I don't hate big family gathering. By big here I mean really big to the point u can run out of space to sit. Well, it could also be because my house ain't a mansion xP But yeah, I don't really adore it either especially when it involves both sides of the family; my mom's and dad's.

First and foremost, I have been growing more reserve around them lately. I used to be really talkative whenever I'm around them but it's the relic of the past. It is still a recent occurrence, a year or so I suppose. I can't pinpoint the reason why I become like this. So, whenever they are around, my elder brothers are the one that do the talking most of the time.

And there's the bickering, I suppose. Don't really know what to call it. It's not like they are on cold war or what but one of my aunt from my mum side really never see eye to eye with my dad's side. She will complain a lot bout them and guess who gonna have to listen to all those? Fucking me! It can go on and on and on till the moment I'm out of her sight. Even when I tried to shift the topic to something totally unrelated, she can somehow relate it back to them and continue bitching about them =.=

I can't wait to get this done and back to KL where I don't have to entertain too many unnecessary people. Honestly, I feel happier there.

Love,
me

p/s - I know the title is unrelated. It's bout something that happened today but I have no strength left to comprehend it. So just gonna ignore it and pretend nothing happened