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Friday, November 22, 2013

Jealous bitch

I'm a really jealous guy.

I'm quite surprised with that fact also. Only recently it has been proven.

There's this one guy that I confessed my feeling to him before but got rejected politely. So we just remained friend and keep in touch. A week ago, he told me about this one guy he started dating and brought back home.

When he started telling me bout their date and 'activity', I felt really, really jealous. It isn't just like a fleeting feeling but it lingered for a very long time. Try as I might, it just won't go away =.= Seeing how he treated that guy made me wished I was in that position.

Yes, I know this is entirely on me; none of his fault. That's why I didn't act cold towards him or anything. That would make me such a jerk. He's happy now and that's all I ever wanted, anyway. I will find some ways to deal with my stupidity.

Lots of love
Me

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    1. Thanks Jason! Hug back tighter....ermm maybe not too tight or else someone might come hunt me down =P LOL

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  2. i think it's partially his fault,he knew you used to had feelings on him so he shouldn't say those things he did to another guy in front of you

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    1. I never blame him also cos I never show any sign of dislike to him. He's a friend, so I treat him as one =)

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    1. get someone hotter and cutter than him and that gonna be ur sweet revenge XD mwahahahaha

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    2. How about i reject my admire and now he is attach? How am i going to revenge since its hard for me to fall in love?

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    3. Why u want to revenge that? he is not even ur crush or ex. I can understand if u want to do it if he is ur ex. haha

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