Ending the end

2 more days........

Before this year ends, I'm going to vent and let it all out. Out with the old, in with the new kind of thing, no 

Time to wrap up the final piece of the year - Monkey.

Truth be told, I can't imagine that u would somehow play another role in my life after we decided to broke up last year but nobody knows fate has prepared something for me.

I was happy to see u again, to spend time with u properly after not-so-great first date at the airport. Those four days without a doubt has been the happiest moment for the year for me. When I mustered enough courage and hold ur hand, I knew that I would hold it forever if u let me to. Cliche it may sound but that's me.

We talked, we laughed, we cried.

U admitted as well that u enjoyed the time we spent together but now after all it ended, I wonder; do u really meant it? If u did, we won't be where we are, right now.

I know human heart can change but I never witness it change at such pace. 

And the reason u gave me......I have lots to say about that but does it matter anymore what I tried to say or argue? No, it doesn't matter. So, I kept my mouth shut and keep it inside. 

So Monkey, I'm writing this not to put the blame on anyone nor trying to gain ur sympathy. Remember what u said on that night? 

"If you don't think we can be friends anymore just let me know" - that's the exact word that u said and now, I'm returning that back to u.

Just let me know.

Yours always,

Rabbit