Goodbye

The shortest, most tiring trip ever.

2 nights of nocturnal activity and haphazard sleeping schedule. Heck, I be on bed for less than 6 hours for that whole 2 days.

Seeing my friend been such a happy boy on his graduation day, it was worth itand drool over all the hotties in his uni

Spent more time with him for the convo than going around Kuching. Didn't really mind since that was the main reason I went there.

Managed to buy these to bring back to Semenanjung

This gonna be a really long, long paragraph.

After this trip, I did come to a conclusion to what it should be. There were lots of ups and downs in these 5 years of knowing u and I had been really patient no matter what u thrown at me. Well, it's actually more like 4 and half years. Remember the silent treatment u gave me for 6 months? Then u decided to talk to me again and I put everything aside and welcomed u back without even asking why. All went well until the exam result came out and u were cold again. Hey, I didn't wish for u to fail and in all honesty, it was actually ur own fault. Me been a good friend, I couldn't stand seeing u been depressed and tried to cheer u up even though I was busy preparing for my flight. Other friends were having fun exploring new place while me patiently online every night till late listening to ur problem, helping u sort out which uni u can go and course that suited u. I smiled even though inside, I was freaking tired. For 3 years, ur problem is my problem and together, we tried to solve everything u faced. Slowly, your life started to improve and I was happy for u. U decided to come over to my place for holiday and I made ur stay the most comfortable one I can prepare. Heck, I even turned down invitation to go perform in Sydney because it clashed with ur itinerary. Things changed. Once u started working, I heard less from u. I gave u benefit of doubt, maybe u were too busy with work. I said "Hi" and ur reply was never on time. I kept holding on because I was foolish enough to hope things will get better once u settled down with work but it didn't. I am tired, finally. I really am. I tried my best and look like it ain't good enough for u. Other than bii, no one else knows how much I had sacrificed for u, physically and mentally. It's time for me to let it go. I will not chase after u anymore. If u feel like it, u are welcomed to return but I can't guarantee the feeling will still be there.

Goodbye.

Love,
me