black-and-white world!?

As some of u guys realized, this isn't the first blog that I established. My first blog was 3 years ago and surprisingly, it lasted longer than I had expected. Even after 3 years, I had only managed to pull out 30+ posts over the course of the years. Quite pathetic isn't it as compared to other blogs that posted 200+ in a year T_T


Apart from several personal reasons, I chose to erase it because I thought the content no longer relevant to be read upon by public. Been a rigid and rebellious character, I picked two of the most taboo topics in Malaysia to blog about, religion and politics which explained a bit about the scarcity of posts since these ain't the easiest topic to talk upon. Upon returning to Malaysia, I realized that if I want to survive in this 'place', I have to suppress my inner nature a bit or else, I might drawn too much unnecessary attention >_< *dont want to become another adam adli* 


It's not like I didn't want to write about more normal stuff last time. It's just that I'm not someone that can simply pick a topic out of thin air like certain bloggers *again, I puji u here xp* I'm lacking quite a bit in term of creativity and imagination, the one thing that terribly aid a blogger T_T


Someone once said to me, 'you should write about everything under the sun' but it ain't that easy, my dear. I observe everything under the sun in a black and white manner *I'm not colour blind if u wonder xp* What I mean is that I see things in a very rigid and fixed manner. It's very hard for me to draw inspiration and imagination out of my normal surrounding. I couldn't turn a normal incident into one nice post which had greatly impaired my previous blog.


This time, I'm gonna try my luck again in blogging with lil' bit more normal post. Hope I could enhance my imagination and my skill in producing presentable, easy to understand post to the readers ^_^


Oh what the heck, this turns into quite a long ranting already xD hahaha