I am 27.
Fuck............
I feel old.
It feels strange, somehow.
As if all these while I was young and then suddenly snap! The teen life ended.
They said you will feel a panic transition phase when you are entering 30.
Seems like the phase starts earlier for me.
It sucks when your thinking matures faster than your biological age.
People of my age are busily partying and getting laid while here I am, thinking bout life.
To lay back and relax, it must be nice.
I want to stop complaining but that's all in my mind now.
I can be all bubbly and happy outside but deep deep inside, the darkness gnaws.
I don't mean the dark darkness; it's more like a void.
Leaving no trace behind.
So, why am I complaining?
I have no bloody idea.
Maybe the old flame has died and it's time to light another ember.
Who knows, it might help.
If it doesn't?
Well, the void doesn't feel too terrible.
Maybe I'll stay.
You are only 27. Get worried about what you haven't done and start planning them instead of just worry, worry, worry.
ReplyDeleteI have done things I could possibly have done in the limited amount of time and since there's nothing I can do at night, so I spend it worrying and complaining as it helps me to continue tomorrow
DeleteDon't worry too much else your body will catch up with your mental age! :P
ReplyDeleteNooooooooooooooo, I want to keep looking 21 LOL
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