Dimmed lucky star

He has been complaining that my blog became a dust collector only =,= Well, I am just plain lazy and demotivated to update it. There has not been anything much to update for this year. It takes a very slow pace and decides not to bully me yet.

January passed, and I am still here; unchanged and jobless. Frankly, it is kinda depressing when you apply for almost every single job in your field and none replied me back. It's kinda make me feel I have picked the wrong field to venture to or maybe I should abandon passion and chase jobs that guarantee financial stability during the current turmoil. If only I have taken medicine just like what my parent requested, I might have been employed (most probably).

Comes February and it's still the same. The only difference is I have submitted my thesis, hence I can safely concluded I am officially free from any obligation whatsoever. And oh yeah, I registered online to provide proofread service and though the orders are scarce, it gives a sense as if I am doing something rather than just waste my parent's money here in KL.

My other consolation was me celebrating Valentine's with the same guy I went through it last year. That in itself is quite an achievement for me. Nah, we couldn't do anything much since it fell on Sunday. So, I just spent a night at his place, sex and dinner. Same routine like every other weekend but somehow, it felt greater LOLOLOLOL

March is approaching and I do not know whether it will be a good news or another disappointment. I'm keeping my fingers crossed even if the stars do not align because losing hope won't help me in any single fucking way, anyway.

Happy Chinese New Year! May the year of monkey makes you carefree and easy-going ^(-.-)^

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