Make new memory

Feeling fades. Memory doesn't.
Or else, why would it be so hard for us to move on after things went south?

We keep playing the same memory over and over again in our head, picturing the past and overlap it with the present, thus distorting our view bout the future. We keep thinking it will get back to the way it used to be, we *WANT* to believe that it will.

There's nothing wrong to treasure memory and keep it close to our heart, to reminiscence about it every now and then but it's utterly preposterous to grieve over it day after day after day. Crying helps to soothe ur heart but not to mend the problem.

Yes, it will never be the way it used to be but who said it can't be better? Future is not for us to know, so why u want to paint black when it's still very much untouchable? If u don't move even an inch, nothing will change.

Mending requires a bit of effort from u and a bit more from the external force. They say make urself busy, u would forget about it but it rarely work. When night comes and u are all alone, it will come and haunt u back. So how bout u try something else?

Make new memory.
The reason why u find it so hard to let go of the past because there's nothing to look forward to. If that's so, get up and discover it. Our memory storage is pretty much limited, it's not bottomless. As new memory been created, old one will start to fade ever so slightly. U don't suppress it. It's more like cropping the old one to make space for new one in ur memory.

On a happier note(yes, I'm changing topic now xP), I'm done planning for my birthday for this year. Yeah yeah, mine coming; u can get ur gift ready =P hahahahaha
Looking forward to it. Like I said, making new memory......hoping the old one will fade

Love,
me