grumpy cat

My emotional condition is somehow connected to the weather and time of the day.

That is my feeble hypothesis, to shift the reason for me been grumpy(a lil' bit) from myself to external, disconnected force.

This is the........2nd or 3rd time where meet up with J ended with me not been my usual self.

Blame it on my ego or pride or whatever(the gloomy day) inside me that changed me

I really hate when it happened but I selfishly hold on to it.

Stupid me~

It will pass and I be return back to my old self but this is not good.

Must learn to kill this unrequited ego/pride.

I don't want it to happen again at all.

Miss playing this with u and the bet we made XD

Love,
me