Fuck it!
Urgh, just when I thought this year is progressing smoothly, it made a full 180-degree swerve without any warning. Now, I have to spend another year at least stuck with my study without proper pay. I realized my life has been really fulfilling and interesting ever since I started my master degree but at the back of my mind I wondered; what if I have not continue studying and instead secure a job? Will it have been better for me? I admit sometimes my feeling caved in and I felt slightly inferior to him whereby he is younger than me but already have a stable job in an international company with good pay while I'm still stuck in the middle of nowhere.
Trying hard to remain positive, from now on.
Love,
me
Can never compare studying and working. Two different worlds.
ReplyDeleteyeah but the mind plays trick on me sometimes =(
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